Life More Abundant - 2

The fight for God's children has already been won. We, unwittingly, thought that we could handle life on our own, in absence of God. We have proven many times over that we can't. God has been reaching out to every single person so that they may experience life more abundantly  and yet, we don't know how to get back there.

This is why it is dangerous to have children now. The duties of every parent should be first and foremost to know God themselves and teach the true understanding and relationship with God to their children. This is not happening. And Christian parents are the worst because not only do they often not show their children how to have a relationship with God, because they themselves lack one, but they also turn their children away from God. 

God, through Jesus, saved the world from the penalties of the law. We called God a liar, refused to believe God and kill each other. The earth and the universe were all founded on the law of love and justice, and balance. We have killed and attacked, so must we be killed and attacked. Yet the law of God also allows for mercy and redemption, something that humans have ignored by far. 

So, by the sacrifice of Jesus, all have been forgiven and washed in Jesus's blood. That is true, unless you otherwise desire it. If, in your heart, you would continue to desire to hurt and destroy others for self-aggrandisement and riches and power, well then you have desired to live in the world and not in the Kingdom of Heaven. 

The Kingdom of Heaven is indeed not a place but a state of being. It is the condition of your heart and from the heart are manifested all your desires. If your heart is corrupt, there is nothing that you can do to change those desires. If your heart is pure, then your desires, whatever they may be, will emanate the love of God and trust in God. 

This is an ever growing understanding and relationship. Step after step you understand more and more about God and who God is. Your trust in God becomes stronger and stronger and you tread back the long, dark and painful road that our forefathers tread to get us to this desolate place. But if you desire it, even just a little, God will cause you to walk that path in security. 

So, unless one desires to be hateful and greedy and evil in their heart. Then they are, in some aspect, part of God's kingdom. The evil one attempted to sweep us away from God using the law but God knew the deep things of the law that the enemy was ignorant of. Thus, some people we will see in Heaven who have never known the name of Jesus, and were ignorant of God as a whole. 

Salvation is one thing. Life more abundantly is another. God created this world to be inhabited, to be developed and explored and we have all but destroyed it. God gave us a sandbox and we made nothing but cement out of it. We have done this because we have strayed further and further away from God and we have lost our ability to do much of anything now. We can't even properly believe God, much less turn this world into a thriving oasis.

Turning from God caused this earth to inherit our iniquity, refusing to abide in the love and protection and education of God: we stopped believing God and called THEM a liar. Now, the earth has become treacherous. Yet God, is God and we are God's children. Jesus is the Only Begotten Son of the Father and He showed us how we are supposed to be.

People, especially Christians, have lost their sight. Jesus told us explicitly and showed us what we are capable of if we just developed a real living relationship with God, learned to ask and was taught to believe in God. Our mission on earth isn't to proselytize! That's human thinking. Our mission on earth is to enjoy the earth and each other. We also have the good news to spread to any who wish to hear that God, our Father/Mother loves us but also heals us and gives us the things that we desire. God also teaches us the things that we need to know, like patience and understanding.

I have heard so many people complain about God not interceding for the starving children or the plentiful, but incurable diseases that abound. I once had the same thought process until I began my walk with Jesus. My honest walk, where I didn't lie to God and tell THEM that I loved THEM. Then it was that I realized that, healing the planet, taking care of it, that’s our job. Most things in life you don't actually ask God to do, unless you just can't. You ask God to show you how to resolve the issue. Now if you can't, then God will do it for you, but if there is something that you can do, you will learn and then you should do it.

I do not blame people for blaming God for these things and then saying there is no God. Truly all blame goes on God as well. It is better, by far, to thrust your blame and anger and hatred upon the Almighty rather than keep that to yourself. You may feel ashamed at first but do not be. Do it and let God have it. Not only is it healing for you but it opens your heart to God and then God's Spirit can begin to enlighten you. God doesn't possess man’s ego. God knows exactly why you are angry or annoyed and frustrated, so why not cast that upon THEM.

My life, pretty much, has been about understanding God's miracles. I, too, tire of the sicknesses and anguish and injustice in the world. I, too, cast my anger upon God and told THEM that I wanted nothing to do with either THEM or THEIR Christians. To me they were all heinous and hateful. But God. God took me back the way my ancestors have trod. I hated it. God showed me just a little of THEIR personality and I was saddened. God allowed me to experience what it felt like to live in total belief in THEM for three days and afterwards I was devastated. We have certainly come so far from God that we don't even know THEM anymore. 

I cannot raise the dead, neither do I wish to. Ask in your desires and you shall receive, thus it is written. I cannot heal, nor do I desire to so it is not given to me. My great desire is to bring peace and an indestructible place of refuge, rest and healing. This is the miracle that the Most High will bring upon me. God will, through me, establish a City of God and all will see and wonder. I have desired it and God will make it happen.

In the meantime I sit and learn how to believe that God will clothe me and feed me without worrying. I learn to see people, though rude and annoying, as children of God who are simply ignorant of God's true love and understanding. In the meantime I learn utter and transformative patience. In the meantime I learn to live by my trust in God and not by my eyesight and hearing. I learn to aim for the desires of my heart and not the perceived obligations of the world around me.

Does this make me seem weird? Indeed. I stay the course though. Not through any strength of my own, by no means. I am the weakest and most sensitive person you have ever met. Additionally, I am not a natural born leader. I stay the course because God and God's angels uphold me. They give me courage when I have none. They protect me when the world would collapse in on me. They reassure me when even the closest, well-meaning friends and family would try to get me to tread a different path. The Father/Mother teaches me, the Spirit reminds me, the Son covers me and shows me mercy and love and the angels carry me and stand on every side of me. Though I have called for death multiple times God and THEIR forces continue to help me along.

Notice that it is I who has to walk this path, and I am alone. No one walks this for me, not even God. But God strengthens me to walk the path back to THEM. Do I wish it were easier? Yes. Do I wish I didn't have to do it? Yes. Do I wish I were never born? Yes. Do I wish, nevertheless, to continue, absolutely. I cannot remain here. I have learned why I feel like death all the time. I cannot stay in this place. I must understand and I must know God better. I cringe at the idea of pain and I, by myself, can never wish to continue. So if ever I say that I must go on, it is the Holy Spirit prompting me despite the misery of this world. 

I have a mission that God will see me complete. I know what it is and I have always known, but I did not see it happening like this, I was blind and it is a good thing. No one would ever wish to tread this path and I would not wish it upon anyone. Only, God can cause you to walk that path and give you the desire to do so. And this, this is your cross to bear. And no one will bear it unless God gives them that desire.